Stability

I dream of so many things when I was younger.
I dreamed of a home, a car and a successful business.
Although I have a home, it is not mine.
I live with my parents, which is a blessing.
I look after them and they look after me.
We have some disagreements, but I know they will never turn their backs on me.
And I love them, and won't trade them for anything.

I don't have a car. How can I? I don't know how to drive.
But I know someday I will.
For now, not having a car is not stopping me from going to places.
I am able to use public transportation anytime I want.
I always have enough to pay for the fare and arrive at my destination safely.
That is good enough for me.

A successful business, that I always dream of.
I am so close to it, that it scares me.
Failure, scares me. But I know, it is the right time to try.
Being scared is normal, I guess.
At least I know what will happen to me if I don't work hard.

I am thankful, for the things I don't have and the things I have.
I know my Father knows what is best for me.
He wants me to be strong, to be able to stand on my own.
I know he wants me to remain humble, to continue to do His will.
Lord, I pray, that I remain your child and You remain my Father.
Guide me, enlighten me and love me unconditionally...

Amen...

True Happiness

My heart is crushed,
I am in pain, confused, damaged and broken..
Heal me Lord.. to you I surrender everything....

Amen..